What’s the worst thing to happen to someone like me?
Well. To love and hate a person in extremes at the same time.
It made me make drunken calls to my ex, hug and kiss a stranger who remotely looked like my ex, smash drinking glasses, slap my best friend, throw away the watch that I’ve been wearing since I was 12.
I’m disgusted with myself.
Many people have had worse things to call it rock bottom. Maybe they lost a limb, maybe they had to witness the love of their life dying right in front of them, maybe they lost their entire fortune they spent their lifetime making in 5 minutes, maybe they got raped, maybe they experienced the holocaust, or genocide, or depression.
Me? I just wanta bounce back.
I think it’s time I got that person out of my system.
I’m single, but I’m only available for myself.